My 1rst half is in 2 days!!

There really is not much to say...I have been a ball of nerves (only @ moments through out the day) for a while now because of the thought of this.

It happens in 2 days. Just 2 days. Oh geez. I can't help but to keep looking & reciting in my head what my MEDAL HOLDER says "Always Earned Never Given". Damn right! I am going to EARN this medal. I will either DRAG myself on my hands through the finish, and/or collapse when I finish! HAHA okok maybe not either, but still!! <em>334</em>

I was supposed to go on a 60 min walk yesterday  & the next 2 days, BUT my legs are so fatigued. I mean REALLY fatigued. So so soooo heavy. So I am not doing ANYTHING except my 1 mile run @ night. To try and give them a rest. I can only HOPE they are not like this on Saturday!

I posted this in a group I am in on Facebook that is of running girl here local (never met any of them) about the 1/2: Tomorrow I pick up my packet for Angel race....my 1rst 1/2 marathon. Oh geez...my tummy is in a knot thinking of it. My legs are so fatigued since yesterday. Like REALLY fatigued. So so heavy. :-\ I was supposed to walk 60 mins yesterday and today but I am not doing ANYTHING except 1 mile run tonight JUST so I can give them rest. I only HOPE that they are not like this come Saturday!! I hope I see SOMEONE from here there. :) I'll be the puggy little girl in fetal position on the ground rocking saying "Hills are my friend, I think I can I think I can I think I can...uh 13 miles? I don't know!!" :-P

Love it lol.

I also hope their stations are stocked good enough FOR ME. I am NOT wearing my camel back that I wear all the time while training. I want to be "free" and I have never heard anything bad about their stations. I just hope I can go that long w/o water and not need it sooner cause of the hills. During my normal runs I only take 2-3 sips so...that has me nervous but it's what I want to do. The stations will be about every 1.5 miles.

Not much more to say. It is only 8 am.

I really do not like to do NOTHING. I go nuts and I feel so guilty!!! I NEED to be doing something. Hmm...... I will be doing upper body ST'ing today.

That is all folks!
XOXOXO