Why am I smiling with that title?!! LOL I do not even know. I did not get much sleep last night AT ALL...not much sleep meaning MAYBE 5 mins. My mind kept racing...bunch of stuff. HALF of the thoughts were of running/races related. Worrying...man it does the body no good..OBVIOUSLY or else I would have slept. The other HALF of my mind racing was things with Shawn. Ya not getting into that but long story short what to d, when to do, and how to do it....
So I got NO sleep last night as well as I will be getting NO SLEEP tonight..due to RACE jitters. Tomorrow I run my 10K Turkey Trot. It is my last longish race and 2nd to last race BEFORE I start my HALF marathons and my FULL marathon...in 2012. Oh boy.
To make things so much better TODAY is the ONE day when NOONE gets a nap. I never get naps really I just get to relax and lay there WISHING I could get a nap. ALWAYS happens where I lay down and IF I were to start dozing...ONE or BOTH my boys wake(s) up. No hope lol. So NOONE is getting one BECAUSE I want my boys to be tired...we are all going to bed (lay down) 2 hours early @ 7 instead of 9 since we have to wake SUPER ealry @ 345 for my race.
1 other thing I wanted to talk about is my mother. I watched her get dressed this morning for work and she tried on 2 different pants when I wa sin her room neither fitting. Not being able to get them above her legs. Then to top it off she was huffing, puffing, and panting just moving. It saddened me. I could not stand it. It broke my heart. She stopped trying on pants for a while the same time I decided to walk out and head out to the living room. She then headed out to the kitch to make herself some oatmeal. Which is ANOTHER thing that bothered me. She made 3 yes THREE servings of it for herself.
When I say this I do not mean it in a mean harsh hurtful way...but while I watched her try these pants on, barely be able to breathe, and make/eat 3 servings of oatmeal I could not help but to feel saddened, disappointed, and SICKENED. I literally feel sick to my stomach. I feel disgusted. Every time I see her move and hear her I feel disgusted. When she sits there and eats a full bag of chips...I do NOT mean that in a horrible way I am just being real and not trying to be "mean".
Enough about that...I stepped on the sale today JUST to see...and I stepped on the scale 3 days ago. My last blog about weight gain I weighed 158. 3 days ago 154. Today 151. :) I am not going to keep weighing myself I just wanted to see and make sure it did not go back up. So from that blog I have lost 7 lbs. :) Iwill weigh in the 1rst of the month. I plan on doing monthly weigh in's.
That is about all folks..I have to go pick up my race packet!! :-D
XOXOXO
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