October 19, 2011

I hope you read my other blog I JUST posted. It means so much to me. Just in case here is the link...
http://shrinkinrunner.blogspot.com/2011/10/mountain-of-defeatno-longer-pictures.html
Thank You if you did read it! :')

This morning I can't seem to shake my hunger. It is like I can not satisfy it. I am HUNGRY. I had breakfast...then was still starving so I had serving of cottage cheese. Now I am just about @ my minimum so can't eat anything else. Those of you who know me know my little issue of not going above my minimum. Hmm...

I ended yesterday @ 1201 calories! YAY! lol I was going to stay at 900 but knew I should not so I did what I could and ate more and made sure I got to 1200! That was hard work. Mentally.

Today I had my 5 mile run. It went well EXCEPT my compression shorts kept riding up on ONLY my left leg!! So I had to keep pulling down on them! I hated it and it was so uncomfortable. I have no idea what was going on! I never have had that problem before with them. They were not twisted or anything of that sort. It is still bugging me because I have my long run on Friday and I can NOT deal with that the whole time. What gives all of a sudden?!

So ya I have a 8 mile run for Friday. :) ST'ing done for today as it has been everyday.

I am wearing a cute shirt which means I feel kind of skinny today. It a form fitting shirt. LOVE these days. They are so rare.

I have been thinking about how I NEVER do any other cardio other then running. I mean I run 3 days a week and I never do anything else the other days! On the other days I do my ST'ing which only takes a few minutes and 2 of those days I do a 1 mile run at night (my 2 days off). I want to do cardio everyday mentally but do not feel up to it the other days. It's like I now if I do I will have issues with running due to exhaustion. I do not like it.

I can not wait for Halloween!! Just a fact. haha

Shawn and I are doing well still. Ever since my "uncle" left things have been so wonderful. I am not as stressed and because of it I am starting to like Shawn again. Have to start somewhere. Things are good...slowly but surely I am working on it.

That is about all folks!
XOXOXO

Daily thought from the heart: What is love... It's when you give the other person what they need the most when they deserve it the least. Have a GREAT day!