Feeling tired, & in a LITTLE slump...

Ever since Wednesday when I ran my 13 miles I have felt like I am in "slump". As of Thursday (so yesterday?) I have been what I feel VERY LAZY. I have no energy both mentally and physically. I have NOT done my ST'ing when I know I should because I am just tired and in no mood. I have not done laundry and I tell ya I kid you not I SERIOUSLY have 20 loads. I know I need to but once again I am feeling too tired. I am supposed to do ST'ing today and guess what...I feel too tired. It takes one second to pick up the weights or get done on the ground and do my exercises but that requires energy, and that my friends I do NOT have AT ALL.

All I want to do is collapse on the floor and lay there while watching tv. I have thought this for 2 days now but with 2 boys who won't allow me , I guess I can't. They are screaming, making a mess, screaming at eachother, choking eachother, making eachother bleed, or doing something else. Literally every second my boys are being plain out HORRIBLE.

SO that probably does not help what-so-ever since I can't recover the way I should. I can not catch a break or relax.

My eating as well has had me feeling RAVAGED...what the heck? It does not hit me til night time. I have NOT been "bad" or anything. So that is the GOOD NEWS. :) I went over my calories by 20 yesterday but that is about all. Too meet my calories now a days I consume DOUBLE portion for dinner. By that I mean double the fish (when I have fish. not meat because that is too much meat for me), and always double the veggies. I have also had double BLT sandwiches (turkey bacon baby!) and I am just not satisfied! Really!!?? I used to be STUFFED w/ just ONE sandwich and now 2 is not enough? What is going on?! Eh.

I have so much to do....so so much! I just do not want to do it. ::sigh::

I have my Santa Run tomorrow (5k "race") though it will def be a fun run since there will be OVER 10,000 people there so there is NO WAY I can get through them all or start at the front because it will be crowded. :-\ Then after tomorrow...it will only be 1/2 marathons for 2012 AND my FULL! Oh Lord! ::biting nails::

Well folks I am too tired to keep typing lol so that's all for now ;)
XOXOXO